"But you're doing so well..."

If she says that phrase one more time, Im gonna smack her! I went for another appointment with my stand up audiologist Meredith. I swannee, she should have been a teacher cause she is just full to the brim with sunshine and positive reinforcement. Each time I get in the booth for testing, I have to listen to and repeat these words, sentences, words with noise in the background, sentences with noise in the background and I do awful! Well no thats not true. I score in the 90th percentile (98% to be honest, thank you very much :)) with just words and no noise...As words turn into sentences and with more noise added, that percentage goes WAY down. Now Meredith says, "but you are doing so well, golly Im so proud, its only been 3 months!" and on and on and on.... Now, it is so hard not to get bummed out when I fail these tests. But for me, I have decided that when I am at home, it works for me so haarummph with letting this testing (failing) get to me. Overall I am very pleased with things EXCEPT my music and phone. Now, as for the phone, when the kids call I find myself playing around doing different things, pushing different buttons, driving them crazy I know. Maybe thats why they are not calling me as much. Anyway, I will continue to play. Sometimes its ok and sometimes its a hold on let me try this kinda day. As for music, I am reminded of the quote, its elementary dear Watson coming from Sherlock. I have decided with my music to go all the way back to the beginning with my piano books. In my elementary books, all the music is within one octave. I take that octave and play different notes over and over again training myself that is an A...this is what an A sounds like and I play that A over and over again. I have now graduated to London Bridge which requires using 2 hands where I try to sing the melody. For someone like me, starting back at the beginning is working. Might not work for you but for me, thats where I am starting and one day Ill get there. I got lots and lots of years to catch up (since Im still so young and all) and got plenty of time in my golden years. It will come. I am new to the hearing world, thus needing to start at the beginning. Can I do this? You bet I can! I am determined.<insert slammed fist on desk here> I am going to another concert this weekend where some of the music (if not all as IM not sure yet) will be Irish. Im looking forward to getting my "jig" on. I will report back to you on how I perform. As always, thanks for dropping by and see you next week!....Karen

Palm Sunday and more...

Well today is April 1st. and also Palm Sunday. Let me tell you right now...what a day it has been! I walked into our church sanctuary and I saw a harp, timpani drums, an oboe and I already knew a flute was going to be playing because my friend was the one playing the flute. She did not say one thing to me about all these other instruments. Well, I had no idea what was in store for me today. When I wore hearing aids, the flute sounded horrible. Did not like a flute at all. Well here we are ready to start and Im debating taking my ear off.  I had made up my mind already that this was going to be a DISASTER. Well it was not! Ya'll wouldnt believe it. Each instrument had like a solo in which I could hear them. I heard the cello! I heard the harp! I heard the oboe! I heard the flute! Now each instrument only played alone for a split second but that was all I needed. I was beautiful. I went up to my friend after the service and she said,"well....could you hear it?" I just started to bawl like a baby. She was holding me, then her hubby got in the act and there we were, a lil threesome right down front of the church just a cryin tears of joy. Oh how wonderful today turned out to be. And to think I almost missed it by taking my ears off! Now to be honest, Im still having trouble with music overall. Still learning how to listen and hear a full choir. But today was nice. I didnt come home and hit the bed and crawl under the covers. Today was another great day. Now moving along, some of you asked how my last appointment went at MUSC. It went great. I am hearing just fine when its one and one and small group. She said I need to and I quote "throw myself out there" unquote and get to where the action is as I need to work on having lots of background noise to practice. Well thats all I needed to hear. I went to a noisy restaurant and I thought I did ok... Back to my visit. I have had problems with my head being really sensitive. Come to find out my magnet was too strong and they gave me a different one and I had immediate relief. Simple fix. It continues to amaze me. I have decided to stop with my blog as everything is starting to come together and I am having trouble finding things to write about.....APRIL FOOLS! Each day is a new day where I hear different things. Hubby came home tonight with MORE birdseed for our feeders as I am loving all these birds in our yard. They sing to me from sun up to sun down...speaking of sundown, the sun is down and its my bedtime. As always, thanks for stopping by and have a blessed Easter....Karen

Me and My CI...entering the world of the hearing..: Hang on and enjoy the ride....

Me and My CI...entering the world of the hearing..: Hang on and enjoy the ride....: January 3rd arrives, I am sick to my stomach, anxious, nervous, excited all wrapped into one. I arrive to see my audiologist Meredith ( inse...

I will remain calm...

Well I am trying to find a friend of mine whose son is in the hospital. I know he is in ICU but how do I get to see a family member when they are not sitting in the ICU waiting room? OK...go up to ICU only to find a note on the desk saying they were gone and to be back directly. I see a phone, pick it up (as you remember I do not talk on the phone yet only to family members) Well I thought, here it goes, I pick it up and lo and behold I cant hear a thing...I told the person answering the phone what I needed as I just had a lil something to drop off....no one came to the door so I hung up and left. Went back downstairs to the info desk and guess what? No one there...a sign said be back momentarily but there right in front of me was another phone! I waited a moment, no one returned so I picked up the phone provided and , nope, still cant hear lol  So, I thought to myself, you can do this, whats your next move. I went to the admissions office where this sweet young gal asked if she could help me. I laughed and said "honey, you sure can. Got a minute?" Big shout out to Tiffany for coming to my rescue. I explained to her my dilemma of being deaf and a new implant wearer and not able to use the phone. She looked at me, spoke clearly and slowly and gave me all the information I needed written down! Bless her heart. So sweet. Anyway...Made it up to the Childrens ICU only to find a BUZZER! No phone but a buzzer which said children sleeping ring once lol I do hope I rang it only once as a person waved me back.....make a long story short, I didnt get to see who I wanted to see but I did meet the mom I have heard so much about and chatted away. I swear, I love meeting new people. Day has been a good one. I do have a question...my ear hurts. Not my ear but my implant? Anyone know whats up with that? I go to MUSC on Thurs so I will ask  Its so weird! But then again....look who we are dealing with. As always, thanks for stopping by and hi to all the new friends I have met this week around town and are new followers....Later!

Where do I begin?

Its been over a week since I have updated, gosh, more than a week and so much has happened. Here I am entering my 3rd month with my CI and still I am discovering new things. As I said earlier, my CI and I are now one. Its the 1st thing I put on in the morning and last thing I take off when I go to bed. My selective hearing is starting to kick in. The vacuum cleaner no longer bothers me and the ice maker isnt as noticeable so things are improving. I went to my 1st auction flying solo. Hubby had a meeting so I went by my ownself :). Its amazing how easy it is to just flick that number up and down! It defiantly is all in the wrist action. Well, I came home with what my hubby calls a wooden box. But I call it an old vintage antique bin lol I love it and feel like I got a great buy. A steal even have you. Anyway...loved the auction and I can see myself going again in the future. No number in hand...just to hear and get caught up in the action. I went to the dentist. You might say no biggie. I say HUGE deal. They speak behind masks! I was able to converse (well converse as much as one can with garbola in your mouth) with everyone and dearly loved every minute. I can not tell you how much it means to me to talk to people now! I told the dentist that my jaw has been achy. Im sitting here thinking...could it be because I am runnin my mouth too much? Hummmm. What do you think? The birds are really out in their glory and I am enjoy hearing different pitches now. Not so much monotone but still sounds a bit mechanical. I know they are birds that I hear and its grand. Had no idea what I have been missing out on! I have been eating out (a lot) with friends. I am loving this! We have a group that goes out monthly and I went a couple times but just ended up sitting in my own world not taking part in any of the conversations. Now it seems like I am taking over in the conversations and I dont mean too! HONEST! I do not want to be one of those that people say, oh my she does talk so much! Its just so hard not to! I have been quiet for so long! So for those of you that are reading this, I apologize for monopolizing (is that the right word) all the conversations. Im just so excited and find it hard to contain myself. I just love my life! But I will try to rein it in a bit so I wont lose those friends I do have. Im sure Im not reporting everything that has happened but dining out with friends is a big deal for me along with going to the dentist and attending my auction. Went to an annual oyster roast and heard in the dark around the fire pit. Was cool...again, I apologize for talking too much lol. Thats all for now. Have a great day and as always, thanks for stopping by! Karen

Fun Day...another one???

Well, I dont know where to start. I do NOT! So many things have happened. Hubby took me to my 1st auction. I was able to hear the auctioneer after concentrating for a bit. Now I feel I am ready to fly solo to the auction house but hubby said I could NOT get a number and bid on anything. They have one every Thursday night so not sure when I will venture out. Had lunch with some friends on valentines day and had a blast! I am just loving this ordering business. Today I went out to lunch again and asked the waitress for todays specials! ME! Never ever have I done that! And yes, I heard what she said! Its amazing. Anyway, had some of my bestest girlies come up from out of town and we made a day of hitting only consignment shops. OMG! We had so much fun. To celebrate this occasion, I decided to wear a color on my receiver. Since I was wearing orange and brown, I donned the orange one. Had a pic taken so hopefully I can attach it to this update. DO you know when my friend took the pic of my receiver, I looked at it for the 1st time while wearing it. Looks kinda big and sticks out a bit more than I thought. Its ok though as I can hear :) Also this week I rescued 2 dogs in a busy parking lot at the gym in my wet bathing suit and no receiver which meant I was deaf as a doornail trying to communicate by voice on a cell phone lol Not an easy task. I ended up taking the dogs to the vet that was listed on their collars. I have now learned to ALWAYS carry my receiver with me....Ill just keep it in a bag in the pool area so I can keep an eye on it and not get stolen. Im sure there is a lot more I can write about but I do not want to bore you guys as I do want you to keep reading! For now tho as always I will say thanks for stopping by....now lets see if I can find my pic of my colorful receiver ....

I just flew solo!

Well. It is the day after my 1st follow up appointment and as I look back at the day I am in awe...It was my 1st trip flying solo to MUSC! Me, my ownself, got to MUSC, parked the car and found the right place! lol Im sitting in the waiting room with tears in my eyes as #1, I did not get lost, #2, I spoke to volunteers and visitors alike in the hall and elevators (something I never did as for fear of a reply) saying good morning and actually hearing their replies! #3, once in the waiting room, I heard my name being called without constantly looking at the desk to see who it was being called. When I was called, the kind, kind woman behind the desk just looked at me and smiled as I told her it was my 1st time "flying solo". After we were finished, she smiled at me and told me I did very well that I answered all of her questions and that I should be very pleased with myself. She went on to say that I had a most pleasant voice and again, I did a beautiful job. Well. I was pleased with myself and walked back to my seat with a puffed out chest that just screamed OVER CONFIDENCE! So here it is 8:45 and starting my day with a puffed out chest. lol  It did get deflated a bit later on but I will tell you why later. First up, my appointment. I loved being with Carla and Meredith. They told me I passed with flying colors and kept using the word awesome. Great! Puffed out chest...They kept telling me that I did really well as a new CI wearer so I am filled over the brim with self confidence. Oh, I did learn something but DO NOT TELL ED!....I found out that I have more colors for my receivers than I thought. I have a whole SLEW of them I can decorate with stickers and such  lol Hang on gang cause the FASHIONISTA IS BACK!  lol  OK...its now time for me to leave MUSC puffed out chest, beaming with self confidence only to hit the parking garage and wondering where in blue blazes did I park! Yep, you guessed it...rode the elevator to the top, looked out, continued my journey down only to meet a suburban along with the way at each floor who finally laughed at me a couple floors down when he rolled down the window and  asked, "lose something?" Man...talk about an ego buster when I said,"yea, my car " lol Found my car, hopped in and all is well. I am headed back home to my daughters home back under her protection...Got paid for my time for the study I am in so I decided to spend it in Charleston before heading home. Although I tried, my favorite shop was closed, started to rain so alas, I am homebound. It was a good day. No, It was a great day, I saw my kids, had a fabulous appointment and came home to dinner already planned by a wonderful hubby! Good day indeed...thanks for stopping by and until next time...hears hearing ya! Later...Karen :)